i try everyday to get her attention in some way whether it be acting nice, mean, dress nicer than usual, anything really. i should be way past this but idk what it is that makes me stay. i feel like ive matured so much since it happened and i know i wasnt perfect and we werent perfect but i do know that i felt real love and i know that was perfect. maybe one day things will change but until then i just have to keep my head up and keep the promise i made bc its worth it.
i miss her so much it hurts, idk if shes going to read this or not but i feel like shes slowly forgetting about me and i hate it, i love her

Why I Love You - Jay Z & Kanye West (Ft Mr. Hudson)
this song explains exactly how i feel, especially the 2 verse
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